When It Comes To You
Oct. 6th, 2018 09:50 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
shozi_sakuraiPairing: SakuMoto
Rating: PG
Word count: 1300++
Summary: Jun had a relapse.
<Nino><4.30pm>
He relapsed, Sho-chan. We are in the clinic. He ran out of his meds.
Sho sighs. He should’ve seen it coming. He knows it. Jun has been hiding it from him and he knew it, damn it! Yet still he didn’t say anything. Sho feels like banging his head so hardly on the table in his office.
<Sho><4.33 pm>
Sorry Nino. I still stuck with these damn papers. Please accompany him home first.
Sho feels like he was pleading too much to Nino. He knows that Nino doesn’t mind to help a friend, but it feels like he was prioritizing work over his boyfriend. But he has to get this job done or else there would be compound. He doesn’t want to get any losses anymore. Damn those idiots who like to delay work until the last minute!
<Nino><4.34pm>
Ok, Sho-chan, I can stay until tonight but please don’t be too late. I don’t want to stay overnight. Oh-chan wouldn’t let me explain till the end. =(
<Sho><4.34pm>
Thanks Nino. Send my regards to Ohno-san. Tell him I thank him for letting you stay with Jun.
<Nino><4.34pm>
Just come back fast. Jun needs you, not us.
Sho didn’t reply to that. He knew it even if Nino didn’t say so. ‘Wait for me for a while, Jun,’ he prayed silently.
***
Sho enter the apartment and saw Nino and Ohno snuggling together on his couch.
“I hope you’re not doing anything dirty in my house,” Sho greeted.
“yeah, you’re welcome Sho-chan. He is in the bedroom,” Nino said sarcastically.
“well then, we are going first. There are food in the fridge. Just heat it again. Jun already had his meal,” Ohno tell him and smile softly.
“thank you so much, Ohno-san, Nino,” Sho bows to the two of them.
Ohno gives him a pat on his shoulder and proceeds to the door.
Sho heads upstairs after locking the front door. He entered the bedroom, (his and Jun’s bedroom) and see the man sitting on the floor beside the bed. He walked towards him.
Jun was sitting hugging his knees so close to his chest. He seems lost. Sho sits on the bed next to Jun and touch Jun’s head softly. He caress it slowly like a brother comforting his sulking younger brother. Jun buries his head further in between his knees.
“won’t you get onto the bed?” Sho asks softly.
Jun shakes his head.
“had your medicine?” he ask again.
A nod.
Sho slides down from the bed and sits beside Jun. he pulled Jun close to his chest and caresses his back. Jun was tense at first but slowly Sho feels his body relax. Jun melts into his embrace. Sho keeps caressing his back until he feels Jun sag a little.
“sleep?” Sho asked. He feels Jun nods against his chest. Slowly Sho drags Jun onto the bed and tuck him under the duvet. “I’m going to take shower and then I will join you, okay Jun?” Sho said touching the man’s cheek. Jun nods and snuggles further into the duvet hiding half of his face under it. Sho chuckles and peck Jun on the cheek before leave for the shower.
When Sho finishes his shower he saw Jun already asleep. Sho smiles to himself and decided to join Jun on their bed. He pulls Jun close to him and sleep like that, hugging each other closely and didn’t let go until morning.
***
When Jun wakes up in the morning he sees a pair of big eyes staring so intently at him. Jun blushes and pull the blanket up to his head.
Sho pull the blanket back revealing his blushing boyfriend under the cover. “why are you hiding like that?” Sho asked laughing at him. Jun grunts and kick his leg. “why are you being creepy so early in the morning?” Jun retorts back. Sho just smiles, patting his head. “I made breakfast, get up and let’s eat together, okay?” he said. He left Jun and head downstairs giving Jun time to be fully wake up and take his shower.
“at what time will you be home today?” Jun asks while they are eating their breakfast.
“6 at most. I finished all the important things yesterday. Today should be lighter.” Sho anwered. Jun hums as he acknowledge Sho’s answer. “you’re going to the studio?” Sho ask Jun. Jun only nods. “Want me to pick you up?” Sho offers. Jun stop eating for a bit then nods his head hesitantly. He didn’t look into Sho’s eyes, afraid of what he will see. Surely Sho would want to talk about last night. But knowing Sho, he wouldn’t say a thing until he knows Jun is ready to talk. He is understanding like that. That’s what he loves about Sho the most. “At 6 then,” Sho promises.
***
It was Aiba-san who greeted him when Sho enters the bakery. It was 5 in the afternoon and Sho already finished his job. Just as he expected, nothing important today so he could go back home early. Nino texted him telling Jun is at Ohno’s bakery so Sho drives directly to the bakery.
“Ah! Sakurai-san, Jun is at the back,” the man greeted Sho enthiustically just like how he greeted every customer that walk into the bakery. “thank you Aiba-san.” Sho greeted back politely. He walks through the door that connected the kitchen to the resting room at the back of the bakery. Sho sees Jun lying on his side on the couch. No Ohno-san around. He walks closer to Jun. Sho’s heart clench at the sight of his lover. No doubt, Jun is crying. ‘what is it this time?’ Sho asks internally. Jun flinch when Sho touch his shoulder. “Jun, it’s okay. This is me.” Sho says softly. Jun curl further avoiding Sho’s touch. Sho sits on the couch and put Jun’s head on his lap. Jun resisted. Jun pushed Sho’s hand that tried to touch him. They struggle until Sho got his lips on Jun. Sho kiss Jun passionately. He pours all his feelings into the kiss trying to tell him that he is there, that he love him with all his heart unconditionally. Sho caresses Jun’s face, coaxing him to kiss him back. He felt the damp on his cheek and taste the salty tears of Jun, yet he didn’t pull back from the kiss. After some time he felt Jun kiss him back albeit a bit hesitantly. They broke the kiss when the both of them needed the air to return to their lungs and Sho pulled Jun into his chest fiercely. He holds Jun tight, wanting his boyfriend to feel his presence and wake up from the misery. Jun is sobbing now, holding so tightly to Sho like his life depended on him. Sho comforts him by whispering his words of love, promising Jun that he will always be with him and be the constant presence by Jun’s side.
Sho holds Jun for a while longer after Jun has calm down from his breakdown. Jun didn’t let go of Sho either even when they heard somebody knock on the door. Jun hides his face on Sho’s shoulder when Ohno come into the room bringing some bread and drinks. Ohno, who saw the two men’s position decided to not linger and exit directly after he put the plate on the small table beside the door. Sho thanked him silently, still holding Jun close to him. “we will definitely talk about this later okay, Jun-kun?” Sho said softly. He feels Jun nod against his shoulder and think it’s enough for now.
They eat the bread Ohno brought when Jun finally regain his composure. Sho notes that he should also talk to Nino about his boyfriend. But for now Jun is the most important thing he needs to take care first. He drives them home after having a light meal for their dinner in a small restaurant. Their talks will continue once they reach home.
Rating: PG
Word count: 1300++
Summary: Jun had a relapse.
<Nino><4.30pm>
He relapsed, Sho-chan. We are in the clinic. He ran out of his meds.
Sho sighs. He should’ve seen it coming. He knows it. Jun has been hiding it from him and he knew it, damn it! Yet still he didn’t say anything. Sho feels like banging his head so hardly on the table in his office.
<Sho><4.33 pm>
Sorry Nino. I still stuck with these damn papers. Please accompany him home first.
Sho feels like he was pleading too much to Nino. He knows that Nino doesn’t mind to help a friend, but it feels like he was prioritizing work over his boyfriend. But he has to get this job done or else there would be compound. He doesn’t want to get any losses anymore. Damn those idiots who like to delay work until the last minute!
<Nino><4.34pm>
Ok, Sho-chan, I can stay until tonight but please don’t be too late. I don’t want to stay overnight. Oh-chan wouldn’t let me explain till the end. =(
<Sho><4.34pm>
Thanks Nino. Send my regards to Ohno-san. Tell him I thank him for letting you stay with Jun.
<Nino><4.34pm>
Just come back fast. Jun needs you, not us.
Sho didn’t reply to that. He knew it even if Nino didn’t say so. ‘Wait for me for a while, Jun,’ he prayed silently.
***
Sho enter the apartment and saw Nino and Ohno snuggling together on his couch.
“I hope you’re not doing anything dirty in my house,” Sho greeted.
“yeah, you’re welcome Sho-chan. He is in the bedroom,” Nino said sarcastically.
“well then, we are going first. There are food in the fridge. Just heat it again. Jun already had his meal,” Ohno tell him and smile softly.
“thank you so much, Ohno-san, Nino,” Sho bows to the two of them.
Ohno gives him a pat on his shoulder and proceeds to the door.
Sho heads upstairs after locking the front door. He entered the bedroom, (his and Jun’s bedroom) and see the man sitting on the floor beside the bed. He walked towards him.
Jun was sitting hugging his knees so close to his chest. He seems lost. Sho sits on the bed next to Jun and touch Jun’s head softly. He caress it slowly like a brother comforting his sulking younger brother. Jun buries his head further in between his knees.
“won’t you get onto the bed?” Sho asks softly.
Jun shakes his head.
“had your medicine?” he ask again.
A nod.
Sho slides down from the bed and sits beside Jun. he pulled Jun close to his chest and caresses his back. Jun was tense at first but slowly Sho feels his body relax. Jun melts into his embrace. Sho keeps caressing his back until he feels Jun sag a little.
“sleep?” Sho asked. He feels Jun nods against his chest. Slowly Sho drags Jun onto the bed and tuck him under the duvet. “I’m going to take shower and then I will join you, okay Jun?” Sho said touching the man’s cheek. Jun nods and snuggles further into the duvet hiding half of his face under it. Sho chuckles and peck Jun on the cheek before leave for the shower.
When Sho finishes his shower he saw Jun already asleep. Sho smiles to himself and decided to join Jun on their bed. He pulls Jun close to him and sleep like that, hugging each other closely and didn’t let go until morning.
***
When Jun wakes up in the morning he sees a pair of big eyes staring so intently at him. Jun blushes and pull the blanket up to his head.
Sho pull the blanket back revealing his blushing boyfriend under the cover. “why are you hiding like that?” Sho asked laughing at him. Jun grunts and kick his leg. “why are you being creepy so early in the morning?” Jun retorts back. Sho just smiles, patting his head. “I made breakfast, get up and let’s eat together, okay?” he said. He left Jun and head downstairs giving Jun time to be fully wake up and take his shower.
“at what time will you be home today?” Jun asks while they are eating their breakfast.
“6 at most. I finished all the important things yesterday. Today should be lighter.” Sho anwered. Jun hums as he acknowledge Sho’s answer. “you’re going to the studio?” Sho ask Jun. Jun only nods. “Want me to pick you up?” Sho offers. Jun stop eating for a bit then nods his head hesitantly. He didn’t look into Sho’s eyes, afraid of what he will see. Surely Sho would want to talk about last night. But knowing Sho, he wouldn’t say a thing until he knows Jun is ready to talk. He is understanding like that. That’s what he loves about Sho the most. “At 6 then,” Sho promises.
***
It was Aiba-san who greeted him when Sho enters the bakery. It was 5 in the afternoon and Sho already finished his job. Just as he expected, nothing important today so he could go back home early. Nino texted him telling Jun is at Ohno’s bakery so Sho drives directly to the bakery.
“Ah! Sakurai-san, Jun is at the back,” the man greeted Sho enthiustically just like how he greeted every customer that walk into the bakery. “thank you Aiba-san.” Sho greeted back politely. He walks through the door that connected the kitchen to the resting room at the back of the bakery. Sho sees Jun lying on his side on the couch. No Ohno-san around. He walks closer to Jun. Sho’s heart clench at the sight of his lover. No doubt, Jun is crying. ‘what is it this time?’ Sho asks internally. Jun flinch when Sho touch his shoulder. “Jun, it’s okay. This is me.” Sho says softly. Jun curl further avoiding Sho’s touch. Sho sits on the couch and put Jun’s head on his lap. Jun resisted. Jun pushed Sho’s hand that tried to touch him. They struggle until Sho got his lips on Jun. Sho kiss Jun passionately. He pours all his feelings into the kiss trying to tell him that he is there, that he love him with all his heart unconditionally. Sho caresses Jun’s face, coaxing him to kiss him back. He felt the damp on his cheek and taste the salty tears of Jun, yet he didn’t pull back from the kiss. After some time he felt Jun kiss him back albeit a bit hesitantly. They broke the kiss when the both of them needed the air to return to their lungs and Sho pulled Jun into his chest fiercely. He holds Jun tight, wanting his boyfriend to feel his presence and wake up from the misery. Jun is sobbing now, holding so tightly to Sho like his life depended on him. Sho comforts him by whispering his words of love, promising Jun that he will always be with him and be the constant presence by Jun’s side.
Sho holds Jun for a while longer after Jun has calm down from his breakdown. Jun didn’t let go of Sho either even when they heard somebody knock on the door. Jun hides his face on Sho’s shoulder when Ohno come into the room bringing some bread and drinks. Ohno, who saw the two men’s position decided to not linger and exit directly after he put the plate on the small table beside the door. Sho thanked him silently, still holding Jun close to him. “we will definitely talk about this later okay, Jun-kun?” Sho said softly. He feels Jun nod against his shoulder and think it’s enough for now.
They eat the bread Ohno brought when Jun finally regain his composure. Sho notes that he should also talk to Nino about his boyfriend. But for now Jun is the most important thing he needs to take care first. He drives them home after having a light meal for their dinner in a small restaurant. Their talks will continue once they reach home.
