When It Comes To You (Part 3)
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shozi_sakurai Pairing: SakuMoto
Rating: PG
Word count: 600++
“Did Nino show you my…” Jun trailed of. Sho nodded against Jun’s head. They were in the living room snuggling together on the couch right after Sho came back from the studio. Jun snuggled further into Sho’s embrace at the respond. Sho caressed Jun’s head softly. “Why didn’t you tell me earlier Jun?” he asked gently. “I don’t know how to tell you.” Jun answered. His voice so small like a kid being scared to get scolded after he has done something wrong.
Sho didn’t say anything at that. He didn’t know what to say actually. Maybe because he understood what Jun was feeling that he felt unnecessary words are not needed to soothe the man in his arms. The caressing did not stop until Jun found himself being lulled to sleep. Sho noticed hence asked, “tired?”. Jun shook his head but didn’t pull away from the embrace. “Do you want to do something today?” Sho asked further. Jun just shrugged, not really knowing what he wanted at that moment. He was sure that he wanted to know everything right at the beginning but he was scared of what he would be revealed to. A sudden ache crept in his chest. He really wanted to know. Everything. His past life, his family, his friends, his childhood, Sho, him and Sho and him. But from his shattered memories, he knew that he missed his family. He wanted to see them but they were gone. Without realizing, a tear escaped from his eyes.
“Jun?” Sho called softly. “Do you want to visit their graves?” he asked.
Jun’s head automatically snapped up, eyes wide, not believing what he just heard.
“Your family’s.” Sho said to make it clear.
“Jun’s eyes visibly tear up. “ I want to.” He murmured. “I really want to.” He said again, much clearer. He then hugged Sho tightly and cry openly in Sho’s chest.
***
“and so? Did you really bring Jun-pon visit his family’s graves?” Nino asked when they finally got to meet for lunch together.
“I did.” Sho anwered shortly.
“how was his reaction?”
“Normal?”
“How was normal?”
“He cried, of course. But look better.. relieved? When we drove back. Well, not exactly drove back home, but I drove him to the place where the accident occurred, to their old house, and back at home showed him the old pictures. His childhood pictures with his friends, his parents and sister, at school and also our old photos.” Sho told the real event.
At that long explanation, Nino stared at Sho with horror reflected in his eyes. “You showed him all that and he was okay?” he can’t believe it. Jun has been so in distressed when he had done the sketches. And here Sho told him that he did what he did and Jun was okay?!
“Yeah,” Sho shrugged then continued, “I was worried too, if everything that I have shown or tell him might cause another breakdown for him. I was afraid if his memories suddenly comes all at once, he would relapse just like the other day but I was surprised and grateful that nothing like that happened. Perhaps.. he has been remembering bits by bits but never got the full pictures. Hence, the reaction.”
“Did you suggested him to see his psychiatrist again?”
“No. yes, I did,” Sho corrected his answer, “but he didn’t say anything.” Sho continued. “He nodded, but didn’t say anything after that. I don’t want to push him. I believed he was well aware of what he was doing and would definitely seek for help immediately when he knew he needed it.
“I really hope so, Sho-chan..” Nino answered hopefully, wishing for the best for his friends.
Rating: PG
Word count: 600++
“Did Nino show you my…” Jun trailed of. Sho nodded against Jun’s head. They were in the living room snuggling together on the couch right after Sho came back from the studio. Jun snuggled further into Sho’s embrace at the respond. Sho caressed Jun’s head softly. “Why didn’t you tell me earlier Jun?” he asked gently. “I don’t know how to tell you.” Jun answered. His voice so small like a kid being scared to get scolded after he has done something wrong.
Sho didn’t say anything at that. He didn’t know what to say actually. Maybe because he understood what Jun was feeling that he felt unnecessary words are not needed to soothe the man in his arms. The caressing did not stop until Jun found himself being lulled to sleep. Sho noticed hence asked, “tired?”. Jun shook his head but didn’t pull away from the embrace. “Do you want to do something today?” Sho asked further. Jun just shrugged, not really knowing what he wanted at that moment. He was sure that he wanted to know everything right at the beginning but he was scared of what he would be revealed to. A sudden ache crept in his chest. He really wanted to know. Everything. His past life, his family, his friends, his childhood, Sho, him and Sho and him. But from his shattered memories, he knew that he missed his family. He wanted to see them but they were gone. Without realizing, a tear escaped from his eyes.
“Jun?” Sho called softly. “Do you want to visit their graves?” he asked.
Jun’s head automatically snapped up, eyes wide, not believing what he just heard.
“Your family’s.” Sho said to make it clear.
“Jun’s eyes visibly tear up. “ I want to.” He murmured. “I really want to.” He said again, much clearer. He then hugged Sho tightly and cry openly in Sho’s chest.
***
“and so? Did you really bring Jun-pon visit his family’s graves?” Nino asked when they finally got to meet for lunch together.
“I did.” Sho anwered shortly.
“how was his reaction?”
“Normal?”
“How was normal?”
“He cried, of course. But look better.. relieved? When we drove back. Well, not exactly drove back home, but I drove him to the place where the accident occurred, to their old house, and back at home showed him the old pictures. His childhood pictures with his friends, his parents and sister, at school and also our old photos.” Sho told the real event.
At that long explanation, Nino stared at Sho with horror reflected in his eyes. “You showed him all that and he was okay?” he can’t believe it. Jun has been so in distressed when he had done the sketches. And here Sho told him that he did what he did and Jun was okay?!
“Yeah,” Sho shrugged then continued, “I was worried too, if everything that I have shown or tell him might cause another breakdown for him. I was afraid if his memories suddenly comes all at once, he would relapse just like the other day but I was surprised and grateful that nothing like that happened. Perhaps.. he has been remembering bits by bits but never got the full pictures. Hence, the reaction.”
“Did you suggested him to see his psychiatrist again?”
“No. yes, I did,” Sho corrected his answer, “but he didn’t say anything.” Sho continued. “He nodded, but didn’t say anything after that. I don’t want to push him. I believed he was well aware of what he was doing and would definitely seek for help immediately when he knew he needed it.
“I really hope so, Sho-chan..” Nino answered hopefully, wishing for the best for his friends.
